Monday, April 25, 2005
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~~ TrUe LiFe StOrY ~~
First i wonder, is there any1 read my post? anyway i have astory for u all... its quite long ....
There lives a girl who born with a "special feature". Her life was very sad as most of the time in the family, she will always being scolded by her parent even she did nothing wrong. With a young age of her, she will always think of run out of the family but she dare not. Every time she wishes to have a warm and happy family but... Haiz....
When she was in primary school, she has a very bad temper and also very rude to her mum, she will scold vaguer language. In school, she always being bully by her classmates, therefore she doesn't like to have friends and she also hate to go school. Neither in school nor at home, she won't like to talk much. Since young, her English is very poor; therefore a lot of people will look down on her. She still can remember what her Christian classmates say; they say "a Buddhism person English is very lousy", at that time she was very angry. Since then whenever she meets any Christian people, she very pissed off.
Moreover, her study in school was also not very good. She hardly pay attention in class, at home she neither do homework nor revise her work. Every year her result was very poor till nearly get last position in class. Even when come to PSLE result, she nearly ended in normal technical stream as she gets less than 155 score. Luckily she makes it to normal academics stream.
Her result already let her so upset, more upset things coming up. Because of her poor family, her parents always quarrel about $. Her dad even borrows much money from their relative. Her dad still never save $ to repay them but has buy a lot of lottery as he think that if he win lottery, he can pay them back. He even takes most of the jewelry to pawn. With these financial problems, her whole family never even goes oversea before. She really wishes she can go Japan or any other country.
With all this sad things she encountered, she hope someone will be there to share her feelings and care for her...hai....
When come to secondary school, she starts to study hard. She will study till late night. However, she still has her really weak subject which is history, believe it a not, she got 0 for her history test before. Anyway, her life starts to become happier as she has found some true friends. But some of her classmates hardly talk to her much as they think that she just only knows study. But if friends that know her, will know she is a talkative girl and can share problems. Although she has friends in school, during recess time, she will stay alone in library and also after school; she will stay in school till very late. So to prevent any quarrel with her mum, she chooses to stay in school. After five year of secondary school life, she finally graduates. One happy thing she had in secondary school was she has her dance performance on stage. The next performance she wishes to have is sing on stage although her singing not good.
During her school vacation, in order to earn for her poly school fees, she needs to work for 12 hour per day. Because of this, her health is not good. Every day she only sleeps for 5 hour and then goes to work. She told herself she can’t give up as she really needs all this money. Her school vacation is only work and work and work. She hardly go shopping, even a small little thing, she also need to consider a lot of time whether to buy a not. Therefore she really very "zhen xi" all her things she bought.
Starting of poly life was quite stress as the studying pattern was different from secondary. Most of the time needs to study by her own. As time pass, she has many close friends in poly, since then she believes there is friend in this world. But after so many year of "xin ku", she collapsed. She admitted in hospital. She really hopes her health can recover faster.
After 3 years of poly life, she is going to graduate. But when her friends ask her on what can she do, she start to think what job can she find with her only little skill and knowledge and she can’t find any talent on herself, anyone knows her talent?
Lastly was her relationship life, her parent has warn her of not have any bf during her study age but she still have a relationship in age 13 and 17. This 2 relationship was not happy at all. But she hopes she can find a good and caring guy in future. She really hopes she can settle down in her age of 25. she also wish to do only 1 time of makeover as just in case she can’t get marry or what, she still has a nice photo in her life.
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