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Thursday, December 02, 2004

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months nv blog liao

i think this is the longest blog i ever have....really quite a long time nv blog... since now having sch holiday... and oso nothing to do at home... therefore ... have tot to write something happen during the sch days..... first of all... when sch start i was so stress with all the project.. so many ... and oso the dateline are so near... but i most worry is hte ecpj project... ocz my grp... only el is gd in IT... the rest are either lazy or busy with her work... mi is oso lazy la.. but sometime want to help but my home dont have the program to do all the thing somemore i m a slow learner.... therefore by the time i know how to do solve the problem... the dateline is so near mi ... so stress... sometime really cry it out at home... but wont let anybody know.... i really want to find someone to talk to.... every time i have any problem i will keep in my heart ... i scare next time i get heart attack... will i? haha... secondly is my sch work bah... actually at july want to quit my current part time job... but my sup dont allow... wat the... i so angry... ok lor... so i try to work till aug then tell them again i want quit.... during the time while studying n working ... i really very fan... sometime evem lazy to do my tut ... n oso dont really understand wat i m learning.... i really cant cop with my studies.... i very pei fu lena... she can manages hre sch work n her part time job well... n only her.. ping oso work n study at same time... they really power...

say so much on my sadness.. now come to my happiness bah...the happiness i have in my poly life is on my bday.... this really a great bday... the first time ppl celebrate bday for mi n oso i first time so gan dong till i cry... so paiseh... n i would oso thanks to all my classmate n the food junction auntie for the present they bought....i really like it very much..... i would like to thanks ping to intro so many friends to mi... she really got so so many frineds just like shirley oso have a lot... now come to my relationship life... from wat i know... most the friends around mi... have bf or gf liao.. only mi still single... haiz... i know all this need fate.... but i really hope to find someone in future...

during the past few months... my family really happen a lot of unhappiness... but i nv bring this unhappiness to sch... cuz i know if i bring to sch... i will oso make my classmate unhappy ... but soemtime i really cant control... i at home will feel so stress.... dont know how to say...haiz... somemore my bro have turn to so bad temper... a little thing will bang here bang there... at home will always play com games..... at nite will on tv for so long till late nite abt 3 a.m....my dad oso nv scold him.. if the happen to mi.. he really scold mi like hell le.... he really very bias de...

now having sch holiday tot i will very happy but i dont feel that.... cuz always stay at home... want to go out with friends.... but no money.. coz nv find a job where got money... parent oso wont give mi money to spent de... they rather spent on their gamble... haiz... wat kind pf parent i have ... not i want to say them bad thing ...but is a real fact....therefore everyday at home either... online find ppl to chat or online find game to play... or pack my cupboard cuz is really in a mess.... talking abt online to chat.... i find out that seldom ppl will find mi to chat.... most of the time.. is i go find them... and will not chat long... m i a boring person? i admit ...i m a boring person... dont know y my sis can chat till hours .....the next thing i look forward is the christmas season... although i not a christian.... i really hope i can enjoy this days... the next thing i look forward is sch reopen.. this time sch start so early... but i think it will b happy n sadness in sch de... come to project will b a nightmare...... haiz.. type for so long i tired le... go to eat liao.... so hungry ...hehe... be pig again.... bye.... tata....

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